I don't know what these journal entries are supposed to consisit of, but I am assuming whatever the hell i want them to. I like all of the positive feedback I received initially from my work. it is very reassuring. I fancy myself as a bit of a Neo-Luddite, so this computer thing is really not something I enjoy. I do it because everyone is doing it, and really I feel that some power greater than me has determined that if I don't, I will "fall behind". I must say that I like it from behind, and I am not too sure what exactly I am keeping up with. I am disillusioned with American capitalistic bullshit and am really not motivated to "keep up" in a society that has no regard for me as an artist, a woman, a recovering alcoholic/drug addict or a liberal nursing mother.